Showing posts with label iyengar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label iyengar. Show all posts

Dec 23, 2013

12.19.13

"a vase, like a building, like a body, has two spaces - the one that it contains and the one that surrounds it.  when we begin asana we worry about the shape of the pose, that is, how we look in the mirror, in other words, the space we exclude.  by now we should be worrying about the space we include, the space within, for it is largely that which gives true life and beauty to the asana.  it is called yoga svarupa - the self assuming its perfect form through yoga.  that is achieved through the inner distribution of space.  essentially that is how yogasana becomes effortless, with the natural beauty of molten gold being poured from a vat."
~ bks iyengar

i love love love this quote from light on life.  for most of us, those not trained formally in dance or gymnastics, etc,  the body can feel like a heavy weight that we're lugging around and attempting to manipulate.  we don't occupy every bit of it, living mostly in our minds.  we forget that the universe, or space, is always expanding, and that our physical bodies are made up mostly of space.  that same energy of expansion is within us.  
one of the best things about deepening my yoga practice has been becoming familiar with the inner space and the amazing and expansive nature of my inner self.  through steady practice, meditation and effort i have begun to occupy each room in my house, spreading from my mind down throughout my body.  when i want to move my foot for a giant step it is no longer being done from a distance.  my mind is no longer yelling down the chain of command, 'hey leg, drag that thing up here' my mind is in my foot, and my leg, and everything moves as one.  
to some people this is going to sound like some crazy hippy nonsense i know.  and it's early, i'm still drinking my coffee; maybe not the best time to convey philosophical musings but what it comes down to is this: as you practice yoga shift your concern from how you look in the pose to how you feel in the pose.  start to move from this inner feeling.  all the things that are always being repeated, remember to breathe, be present, blah blah, they are all helpful tools to get you to

this moment
in life
in space.
which you are.  

namaste bitches, xx.

Oct 14, 2013

10.8.13

injury has humbled me, forced me to slow my practice, turned me inwards; curling, protecting myself.  i have the feeling of taking steps backward, of being weakened and having to rebuild.  i have feelings of impatience as my body struggles with poses and positions once natural and easy.  

but i feel lucky also, as though the pain is bringing a new level of experience for me.  the caution with which i move, the awareness i experience through every movement brings a depth i didn't attain before.  with every bit of myself i am aware of my body.  "does this hurt?  is this ok?  does this feel right?"  i ask in every moment.  

i notice how often i have the urge to go further, push further into a posture before taking a moment to notice where i am.  

i am going to retrain my body.  i am going to relearn my placement, alignment, regain my strength, and i am going to do it with complete awareness and patience.  

"if we confront affliction through yoga, we awaken a new awareness of tolerance and endurance, as well as a true sympathy for others in their afflictions.  these qualities indicate the degree of development we have reached.  so why not take adversity positively?  certainly it is an alarm signal, but also contains the seed for its own resolution and transcendence."

-b.k.s. iyengar