11.30.10

hello lover

my life improved exponentially today in a mere 20 minutes.

11.29.10

hello for the last time new home number 5

charlie, disguised as a farmer.

11.28.10

24 hour dream

11.27.10

down and out

11.26.10

fed up finally

11.25.10

"white trash thanksgiving"

this is emma pearl. i am so thankful for her.

11.24.10

cleaning party day

11.23.10

pretty rock n roll.

11.22.10

keep it between the ditches

bitches.

11.21.10

400 lb bench-pressing snow man

11.20.10

a hard rain's a-gonna fall

11.19.10

i miss walker

i planted this garden with kalei and jaz. that was when it was windy and hot in the hills. today i walked alone in the freezing rain and with icy fingers took all the lettuce out..... because it's going to snow.

i've officially been up here too long.

11.18.10

sky city

11.17.10

midnight in a perfect world

11.16.10

it's all the same day

11.15.10

light and shadow

i am endlessly amazed by and enamored with the hills. in all kinds of weather.

11.14.10

paint it black

i feel acutely during this last trip up the hill how thoroughly i have dismantled who i was just four short months ago. so much has been let go of, given away, forgotten, sold, lost, destroyed, given up, released and renounced. every new surrender becomes easier and easier. at every turn i realize what i no longer need, or care about because at every turn there is some test, or trial, or accident that takes something away. inhibitions, hangups, fears; these things are shed like 5o pound bags of salt, tripods, typewriters and road maps. even the most sentimental of things, once abandoned, no longer hold that power over me.

what will i be when i leave here? how much more easily will i move through the world? i finally see the light at the end of this tunnel, and i see myself going through it, going towards it, and finding out. and that is exciting indeed.

11.13.10

"nature's killin it today!"

11.12.10

the last round at new home number 4

11.11.10

hello again new home number 5

i learned how to break down a crab today.

11.10.10

"we go before the long night comes"

11.9.10

finishing day

11.8.10

medicine

11.7.10

hello again new home number 7

11.6.10

ancient. infant.

11.5.10

extra city day

go check out casey's show:

Michelle O'Connor Gallery

3265 17th st. (@ Mission) 4th floor

SF, CA

i am enamored with it. if i had a house and i had some money i'd buy the whole thing.

11.4.10

return to kobbetown

11.3.10

snow white

11.2.10

there can be only one

runner up for best halloween costume at the yellow rose.

11.1.10

samson

in the wee hours of the morning joe dirt told me to cut his mullet off. it was a pretty awesome birthday present. an even better one would have been to see his reaction upon waking. wonder how his morning went......