12.1.10

goodbye humboldt county

i got pretty sentimental for a moment today driving this familiar road for what will be the last time in a long time. it was rainy, foggy, miserable really and there i was falling even more in love.

i haven't been alone in months. not really. i think the last time was when i was sick at eli's. so that was.... september. at all times i've been in a tribe, or at the very least a pair. sleeping, waking, eating, working, playing, exploring, resting, through it all i've been with people. and then today, at last, alone in the car with my thoughts and the rain.

so wouldn't you know it... when i finally got my solo quiet time to ponder and reflect what do you think i thought about?

how much i miss you all......the family that i didn't see coming.

the rain will do that to a girl i guess.